Well its been awhile since I have wrote on my blog but I have been super busy lately! I don't even know where to start.
Well lets see, Lance had went to put in his application for the Seattle P.D. and we were super excited because it would be a great job, good money, he would be home every night and we could start a family. Well a couple of days ago Lance got a voice mail from one of the recruiters and the major of Seattle said no more recruiting for this year. so we are back to square one, we have no idea what we are going to do and what we are doing, so i am under a LOT of stress right now. I was hoping that we could have a baby and buy a house, have a normal life and now all that is taken away and i feel that I am NEVER going to have a baby or a home to call our own.
On top of all that I have scoliosis, its not bad the doctor said but i have it and i have to get an MRI done which freaks me out because I can't sit in something that is little! I'm panicking just thinking about it right now! I just hope this doesn't hurt me in the long turn.
I also find out that starting in the binging of next month that I will be a manager at Trade Secret. I am excited about that because its a pay raise and we need to start saving because we have no idea what we will be doing or if we will even have a job.
I just hope that we have good news around the corner because I am really sick of having nothing but bad news slap me in the face.
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Hey, I'm praying for you Tanya! ♥ That is really disappointing about Seattle PD. I hope it's God's way of saying there is something better coming, but I know it doesn't always feel that way in the moment. Though it may feel hopeless now, I know that God wants you to have a home and a baby as well... lets just hope it's sooner than later (and preferably in MI? :) Definitely will be praying for your scoliosis and the MRI- do they play music or something to try and help calm you? And congratulations on the promotion! I know it's not really where you'd prefer to be, but it will be nice to be in charge and make extra money!
ReplyDeleteI hope you get "slapped in the face" with some fantastic news soon! In the meantime, I'm praying and I love you! :) ♥♥