BREAKING POINT!!!

So I have totally hit my breaking point! I can't deal with my job and this island any longer. I need to get in my car and drive somewhere, I just want to be able to drive cross country! I know that I should be grateful that I am living in great weather but I would take snow any day just to be able to drive cross country, to be with my family and friends, to get away from my job!!!
I miss my Dental career all the time, I feel that I am wasting away good knowledge working at where I am now. I feel that when I leave work my brain does this..."DAAAAAAAAAAAAA" rather then learning something knowledgeable! OH MAN!
I know that I am sitting here complaining but you know what.....It's my page and I can complain if i want too, I can't always be happy like some people in this world.
Okay, I think I am done for today complaining and venting. :)

~T.

Something Beautiful.

In your ocean, I'm ankle deep
I feel the waves crashin' on my feet
It's like I know where I need to be
But I can't figure out, yeah I can't figure out

Just how much air I will need to breathe
When your tide rushes over me
There's only one way to figure out
Will you let me drown, will you let me drown?

Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees.
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful

And the water is rising quick
And for years I was scared of it
We can't be sure when it will subside
So I won't leave your side, no I can't leave your side.

Hey now, this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
'Cause I am down on my knees.
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful

In a daydream, I couldn't live like this.
I wouldn't stop until I found something beautiful.
When I wake up, I know I will have
No, I still won't have what I need.

Hey now this is my desire
Consume me like a fire, 'cause I just want something beautiful
To touch me, I know that I'm in reach
Cause I am down on my knees
I'm waiting for something beautiful
Oh, something beautiful.

~I LOVE THIS SONG!~

GREAT NEWS!

SO today lance got a call from the Seattle P.D. to let him know that in July there will testing and applying and so guess where we will be going this July for a vacation?! Seattle!!! I know It's not close to home but it's a good job with benefits and it bets the Military by a thousand!
Besides the great news that lance and I got, we waited forever in the Dental clinic at Tripler today thinking that Lance was getting his wisdom teeth pulled to find out that it was just a pre-op and that we have to come back. We are trying to "knock" all the medical stuff out of the way, that way we don't have to pay out of pock when he gets out of the military. Oh what fun he will be when he gets his surgery done!
Next week my mom, brother and cousin will be coming to visit Lance and I for a week!! I can't wait to have some time off and to see family, It's nice when we have visitors:) Now its just trying to figure out this week what we will be doing that is going to be cheap but yet fun, we need to save as much as we can for moving and a new car! Oh i can't wait for a new car, we need one SO bad!
Well that's all that I have for now :)

~T.

My first blog.

First off the only reason that I am starting this blog is because I live so faraway from my family and friends and I would like to keep everyone in the "loop" because I really don't talk much on the phone to everyone back home because of the time difference.
Any who, as of right now Lance and I are living in Hawaii, just encase everyone forgot, he he. I am very blessed to say that I live in Hawaii but to be truthful I cannot wait to leave here and be on the mainland! I want to hold a Jimmy John sandwich in my hands so bad that its killing me and oh yeah Apple bees too, YUM!
Right now I am doing a Bible study about Heaven and I find it VERY interesting, there is some things that i didn't know and kind of embarrassed, but I am not going into detail with that. :) I love reading the word of God every morning, I feel like I start my day off on the right foot and it also makes me think twice about what I should say and how I should react.
Also right now Lance is looking into becoming a cop and still continuing to take collage courses to get his bachelors degree in criminal justice so he can work in the U.S. Marshall field. It is something that he wants so bad and something I want him to have too. I cannot wait until we no longer have to be with the military anymore and we can go on a vacation or home whenever we want and not when the military tell us when we can! Okay, none venting. :)
As of right now Lance and I are talking about having a baby BUT and that's a BIG BUT Amanda, if lance can get a good job and we know where and what we will be doing, I am thinking by the beginning of next year we will be trying :D
Well this is all that I have for right now. :)

~Love and Joy! :-D
T.-